Beta Update

Sep 24 - Beta - 118
Sep 26 - Beta - 160 - Beta Hell

So the docs are thinking ectopic since, after 2 ultrasounds, they see nothing whatsoever in my uterus. However, with a beta this low it's possible they wouldn't see anything if there was something in my tubes.


So here's the plan: I start a medication Misoprostol to soften my cervix and start cramping/contractions.

If I pass *obvious tissue* I am to collect it and take it in for testing (yup - your read that right. I have to collect Lil Buddy in a cup). I am to have weekly bloodwork until my beta is < 5miu.

I am off work until I can go back - starting with 2 weeks until I've recovered (just got off the phone with my boss, she's okay with it).

If the number continues to rise they'll be doing a D&C regardless.

I've had a referral to a psychologist sent from the clinic. I need help this time around.

So there you have it. An update.

I very fittingly feel like hell today - but hubby is off playing golf and I'm glad because it's the only reprieve he allows himself - he needs time and space and a break just as much as I do.

So there's your update. I don't feel like working out today at all. Napping is more like it. Maybe tonight I'll go for a walk or something.