I just applied to Athabasca University to take my RN's. If you don't know now, I'm an LPN and I always intended to be a RN.
I can't believe I just did that. I applied. Now I have to get all my transcripts sent to the school.
We're in the middle of a very expensive adoption, we haven't figured out what our child-care and work life will look like afterwards, and we still want to use our embryos whether it be with my ute or a surrogate.
We are REALLY in debt. We don't own a home and we don't plan to because we will be in debt for many many years.
This is crazy. I can't believe I just did that.
But I feel so excited that I did!
Inside I want to be a NP who works in a GP's office. I want to catch babies and work with people who don't have doctors. I want to do 1 tour with MSF and do something good for a community in a different part of the world.
But seriously - I am having application-remorse/freak-out.
I'm not sure I'm very good at this grown-up thing.