Tuesday, 22 October 2013

Umph

I'm tired. I mean, I am really - just - tired. I am tired of having to find a way to have a baby. I am tired of having to find a way to build a family. I am tired of having to find a way to make my husband a father.

I am tired.


My mental capacity is shot right now. I have no umph left. Trying is so damn hard.

But if we don't keep going, nothing will happen. If we don't keep going, nothing will change. We will not be parents. We will not have a baby.

We are making plans - actually, we've made a plan. Now we have to execute it.

But damn it I am tired.


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